{"id":855,"date":"2024-12-09T22:26:46","date_gmt":"2024-12-09T14:26:46","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/austinzhang.com\/?p=855"},"modified":"2024-12-09T22:26:46","modified_gmt":"2024-12-09T14:26:46","slug":"%e6%97%a0%e5%b0%bd%e5%9c%b0%e7%ad%89%e5%80%99-a-wait-filled-with-sadness","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/austinzhang.com\/?p=855","title":{"rendered":"\u65e0\u5c3d\u5730\u7b49\u5019 A Wait Filled with Sadness"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>\u6bcd\u4eb2\u8d70\u4e86\uff0c\u6211\u6765\u5230\u5c3c\u6cca\u5c14\u535a\u5361\u62c9\u6e56\u7554\uff0c\u5728\u8fd9\u91cc\u671f\u5f85\u7740\u6bcd\u4eb2\u5750\u5728\u8fd9\u5f20\u6905\u5b50\u4e0a\u5145\u6ee1\u6148\u7231\u5730\u770b\u7740\u6211\u3002\u53ef\u662f\uff0c\u6211\u59cb\u7ec8\u672a\u80fd\u7b49\u5230\u5979\u3002\u6211\u4e0e\u5979\u9694\u4e16\u76f8\u671b\uff0c\u601d\u5ff5\u65e0\u5c3d\uff0c\u671f\u5f85\u65e0\u5c3d\u3002<\/p>\n<p>My mother has passed away, and I have come to the shores of Phewa Lake in Pokhara, Nepal, where I wait for her to sit in this chair, looking at me with love. However, I have never been able to wait for her. I gaze at her from across the realms, with endless longing and endless expectations.<\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-853\" src=\"http:\/\/austinzhang.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/03\/cropped-\u6905\u5b50\u9ed1\u767d\u526f\u672c-scaled-1.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"1000\" height=\"669\" srcset=\"http:\/\/austinzhang.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/03\/cropped-\u6905\u5b50\u9ed1\u767d\u526f\u672c-scaled-1.jpg 1000w, http:\/\/austinzhang.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/03\/cropped-\u6905\u5b50\u9ed1\u767d\u526f\u672c-scaled-1-300x201.jpg 300w, http:\/\/austinzhang.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/03\/cropped-\u6905\u5b50\u9ed1\u767d\u526f\u672c-scaled-1-768x514.jpg 768w, http:\/\/austinzhang.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/03\/cropped-\u6905\u5b50\u9ed1\u767d\u526f\u672c-scaled-1-448x300.jpg 448w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 1000px) 100vw, 1000px\" \/><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u6bcd\u4eb2\u8d70\u4e86\uff0c\u6211\u6765\u5230\u5c3c\u6cca\u5c14\u535a\u5361\u62c9\u6e56\u7554\uff0c\u5728\u8fd9\u91cc\u671f\u5f85\u7740\u6bcd\u4eb2\u5750\u5728\u8fd9\u5f20\u6905\u5b50\u4e0a\u5145\u6ee1\u6148\u7231\u5730\u770b\u7740\u6211 &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/austinzhang.com\/?p=855\">\u7ee7\u7eed\u9605\u8bfb <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"aside","meta":{"lazy_load_responsive_images_disabled":false},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/austinzhang.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/855"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/austinzhang.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/austinzhang.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/austinzhang.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/austinzhang.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=855"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/austinzhang.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/855\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":856,"href":"http:\/\/austinzhang.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/855\/revisions\/856"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/austinzhang.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=855"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/austinzhang.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=855"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/austinzhang.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=855"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}